Friday, March 31, 2017

Different Me


     Who am I? Do I actually know the answer to this question? Maybe.

     We all act differently when we are by ourselves and when we are in public, like in school, at work, etc. Maybe it is just human nature.




     All of us try to show the best of ourselves to other people, we dress differently, we do our hair, girls put make up on... Besides appearance, we talk more appropriately, we behave more gently...


     Me?


     I think to me, the biggest difference is the appearance. I do not really care about how I look at home, but once I stepped outside of my door, even it's just to get mails from downstairs, I need to do hair, dress up, etc...


     Other people may see me love food, love doing works. It's partially true. I do love food, and doing work, but when I am at home by myself, I won't actually cook, or not even thinking about what order, and Im kinda lazy when I'm at home.



     Not too long ago, I learnt a new meaning to the word "fake", which could describe people that " who falsely claims to be, feel, or do something ", and I realized that we have the similar word in Chinese. 


     How?


     The difference between how the world see you and how you actually are, may cause by various reasons. 
          - One of the most important reasons are, you are only exposed in public for certain time during the day, but you are yourself 24/7. And in most cases that period of time is the "golden" time, maybe you just feel like dressing up.
          - The pressure from the world/the society. Everybody judges, and some people enjoying doing so. When you are judged, sometimes you just accept the sentence, and start doing the things other people feel good. Deep inside your heart, you may not accept or agree with that, but you are still doing that for the sake of survival, or just to "gain respect" from all the "judges".


     We are all different when we are exposed in the public, it is normal, and it may be good.


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